Hith Lor En Nar

bluelocket @ 2009-09-19T22:47:00

2009-09-20T02:47:59Z

I took a quiz and it hit me spot on so I thought I'd share.

IT was going to be one of Rabbit's busy days. As soon as he woke up he felt important, as if everything depended upon him. It was just the day for Organizing Something, or for Writing a Notice Signed Rabbit, or for Seeing What Everybody Else Thought About It. It was a perfect morning for hurrying round to Pooh, and saying, "Very well, then, I'll tell Piglet," and then going to Piglet, and saying, "Pooh thinks--but perhaps I'd better see Owl first." It was a Captainish sort of day, when everybody said, "Yes, Rabbit " and "No, Rabbit," and waited until he had told them.

You scored as Rabbit!

ABOUT RABBIT: Rabbit is generally considered Clever by his many friends and relations. He is actually a much better reader and writer than Owl, but he doesn't consider it worth mentioning. Instead, Rabbit's real talent lies in Organizing Plans. He organizes rescue parties, makes schemes to reduce Tigger's bounciness, and goes on missions to find out what Christopher Robin does when he's not at the Hundred Acre Woods. Sometimes, however, his Plans do not always go as Planned.

WHAT THIS SAYS ABOUT YOU: You are smart, practical and you plan ahead. People sometimes think that you don't stress or worry, but this is not the case. You are the kind of person who worries in a practical way. You think a) What are my anxieties about and b)what can be done about them? No useless fretting for you. You don't see the point in sitting around and waiting for things to work out, when you could actually work them out today and save yourself a lot of time and worry. Your friends tend to rely on you, because they know that they can trust you help them work things out.

You sometimes tend to be impatient with people who are less practical in their ways. You don't have much patience for idiots who moan about things but never actually DO anything about them. You have high expectations of everyone, including yourself. When you don't succeed at something, or when something goes wrong despite your best efforts to prevent it, you can get quite hard on yourself. You need to cut yourself some slack and accept that everyone has their faults, even you, and THAT IS OKAY. Let yourself be faulty, every now and then, for the sake of your own sanity.

bluelocket @ 2009-02-08T08:16:00

2009-02-08T13:16:35Z

I suck at giving people space, I don't have that kind of patience

bluelocket @ 2009-01-30T11:20:00

2009-01-30T16:27:54Z

I just feel like I should pick up and go, I don't care where. I just want to drive somewhere randomly just to clear my head and who knows, maybe with one other person that I can tell my entire life to. And I've had an unspeakable urge to watch 27 Dresses. Meh.

bluelocket @ 2009-01-27T20:23:00

2009-01-28T01:24:02Z

I'm not doing too well right now, don't know when I'll be better but it sure as hell isn't right now

bluelocket @ 2009-01-25T01:27:00

2009-01-25T06:28:14Z

bluelocket @ 2009-01-06T20:58:00

2009-01-07T02:00:09Z

I'm lonely =[ The snow (and the rain) always makes me think of how much I want someone who will go for a walk in said weather inclement and then cuddle by the fire and read a book or watch a movie. Bah, I'm human and I hate that

bluelocket @ 2009-01-06T08:54:00

2009-01-06T14:08:10Z

1) What was your FIRST video game console?
I got my gameboy advance when I was in 8th Grade.

2) Name a few games you played on said console.
uhhhh mario....ALOT.

3) Excluding handhelds, how many VG consoles do you own presently?
Ps1, PS2, PS3, Gamecube, XBOX 360, Wii....I think that's it (Handhelds: Gameboy Color(pikachu version), Gameboy Advance, DS Lite, an a PSP).

4) Were you a Street Fighter nut? Any character in particular?
Nah, not big on fighting games. I suck if I'm not using an arcade stick.

5) Do you think Capcom is a F---ING awesome company with kickass character designs?
Capcom is okay but like I said, not big on the fghting games.

6) Here's the scenario.. You had some friends over and you all ate FRIED CHICKEN! After the meal you all decide to play some video games. As your friend reaches for a controller you notice his/her hands are very "greasy." Are you the type that would insist they wash their hands before pawing the controller, or is it no big deal?
They better wash their hands.

7) What's your favorite RPG/Action RPG?
Sorry Final Fantasy, I really am loving Tales of Vesperia right now. But I don't have a favourite RPG.

8) Do you prefer 2D games or 3D games?
whichever gets the job done.

9) Are you an SNK fan?
Not so much

10) Are you good at DDR?
Yes!

11) Who wants to kick that dog's ass from Duck Hunt?
yes please!

12) Have you skipped out on important events in life because of video games?
Not really, I've been late to work because I am in the middle of a cutscene.

13) Do you listen to video game music?
Hell yes.

14) Have you ever cosplayed a VG character?
Ema Skye from Phoenix Wright and Apollo Justice games

15) Have you ever been in an arcade playing a fighting game, KICKING ASS, and then some 6 year old Asian kid comes in and OWNS YOU??
No =].

16) Name three games you would love to see remakes of if it was done properly.
well they already remade chain of memories......EGGS OF STEEL! Haha, yea I don't care. Just not Final Fantasy 7!

17) Mario or Sonic?
I used to love sonic as a kid but I never got into the sonic games. But I love the mario games. So, stalemate.

18) When a movie shows up in the theaters, let's use Spider-man as an example, are you likely to buy the GAME version?
I've only ever bought the lord of the rings game.

19) What is your LEAST favorite genre of video games? (ex. fighting, sports, shooters, etc.)
Sports! Fuck them. I'm horrible at shooters but it's funny to watch me play, same wth fighters. Button mashing all the way!

20) Is there a game out there that you feel was unique and didn't get enough love?
The entire Tales series lacks alot of love. So do my phoenix wrights though =[ and Condemned 1 even though it could have been sooooo much better.

21) Have you ever verbally abused a game because you couldn't beat one of the levels and/or bosses?
Yes, I think that's the case with every game I've ever played.

22) Do you own any VG apparel?
I don't think so.

23) What are your thoughts on the live-action Super Mario Bros movie?
mmmm havent' seen it

24) On that note, what did you think about the live-action Street Fighter movie?
read above answer.

25) Who's hottest out of the KOF chicks?
You know I've watched everyone play it, I just didn't pay that much attention to it

26) Do you say "old-school" a lot when you're having a VG conversation with others?
sometimes.

27) Have you ever lent someone a game and they returned it to you damaged?
not to my knowledge

28) Do you own any imported games?
Tales of the Tempest. And I still want Stafi!

29) In this scenario, let's pretend you're going to get a video game tattoo! What would you get and where?
oh geeez I dunno.

30) Have you ever cried after you beat a game? If so why?
nope. I've gotten mad at endings before

That was quite a show

2008-12-10T21:43:02Z

So I am now on a hunt for Romeo x Juliet, I'm going to kill my friend who got me into this. Actually, if he wasn't a total ass, I'd give him a reem of dvds and make him burn the series for me. It's an anime series, it's not in english (obviously) and I want to find a subtitled box set but I don't think they ever made one. So I'm really sad. It's based mainly off of Romeo and Juliet (at least from what I can tell) but it has characters from other plays mixed in such as Cordelia and I forgot everyone else (oh a character named Odin whom is CLEARLY Viola (Cesar) from Twelfth Night). So now after finishing my Shakespeare class, I am in love with this series.

I'm not good at the morning person thing. I woke up at 6:45 am for my 8am exam today, almost fell over 4 times and then walked outside in the rain to my exam. I also stepped in a puddle where I realized I was wearing my slippers so I hung out at my exam in soaking shoes. It lasted for a half hour so I didn't even get a chance to dry off before trekking back. GREAT. and now I am falling in and out of coherancy and reading Plato, that doesn't really work XD

I actually had something to say, but lawd knows I have forgotten already.

Romeo X juliet

Oh Sir Toby Belch, you are such a drunk

2008-12-09T21:07:06Z

PROCRASTINATING!

......I could rant about why I am taking an english class since I am not an english major. I could justify it by I like english and shakespeare and thought this class would be pretty simple since I love to read and I'm good at writing papers. I could say that I am reviving the renaissance and the study of classics (both ancient and more recent classics). However, that would make me seem reasonable rather than the aggrivated person I currently am sicne I've forgotten almsot every character's name. And am very aggrivated that I will have to identify quotations and then explicate them for my exam in two hours. Of course all of this would make me possibly seem more sane than I actually am. =]

Plus side, my last exam is Arabic which means I really don't have to study. But I will do a 10 minutes review and I will finish the exam in 20 minutes as usual. Bottom side, I don't know how I'm getting home and if Im being picked up by my friends and spending my friday night galavanting through the state or if I'm spending it bored on campus and possibly helping Callie study for her comparative politics exam since I'm majoring in politics. And then I will be picked up early Saturday morning since I have to be at work by noon and it takes my mom 1.5 hours to get home and I'd still need to move my dorm into the car. So that's approximately, leaving here at 10 am, 2 horus to pack the car, 30 minutes to grab breakfast. So she would have to be here at 7:30 am which means she should leave home at 6 am (to be safe) and she'd have to be up at 5am to make sure she can stay awake. In other words, Saturday would suck, but it would be her fault for being too lazy to come get me on Friday even though she has the day off. And then I work 12-9 Saturday, even though I have the option of staying until midnight >.< (NO THANKS; I can live without the 3 extra hours of pay in exchange for my sanity and functioning of my body)

UGH, back to reading summaries. PS. the chick from flyleaf is ugly.

bluelocket @ 2008-12-01T00:15:00

2008-12-01T05:25:42Z

So apparently someone is stealing at work and it's weird because we're missing two of each new xbox360 game. It's not good. We all think it's the new people, which is probably is. *shrugs* ohhhh weeeeell. However, one of the new guys did not dein to show up today so instead of me working 11-3:30 as I had planned (which changed to 11:30-4 since I showed up a half hour late due to snow), I worked 11:30am-9pm...oh lovely I just got yelled at because my mother decided to take my clothes out of the dryer and fold them. No one told her to fucking do anything. Oh hey, guess what this is all my fault as usual since I am causing her to get pissed. Yes, sorry I'm at work because you won't pay for anything. Sorry that I didn't do the homework that I didn't have. Sorry that I have to borrow other people's clothes because I don't fucking own any because people love to take mine. THANK YOU. Yes, people this is my life.
So anyways. The kid who was supposed to work 12-9 didn't show up and since he's new and we suspect theivery, we decided not to call him and instead I took the shift because I'm trustworthy and am the only one who does something most nights. So now I'm a cripple since I can't find the icy hot and I have a horrible pain in my right foot so I'm hobbling.....oh I also flashed my store. I'm in a skirt at work and someone calls and asks for the ddr on top of the cabinet on top of the counter. So I had to jump up there and get it and on my jump back down, my skirt went up and well it was interesting. It was a great sight explaining this to one of my coworkers while a customer proceeded to stare at us and get very embarassed since he clearly was picturing it. Least the dude was cute. Anyways. I must pack now as I leave at 8am and really don't know where my clothes are. YAY ME.

bluelocket @ 2008-11-25T19:37:00

2008-11-26T00:38:22Z

I truly and honestly am disappointed in myself and no one understands

bluelocket @ 2008-11-25T01:12:00

2008-11-25T06:12:47Z

I just think everyone should know I fall on my ass sometimes

bluelocket @ 2008-11-23T00:37:00

2008-11-23T05:37:32Z

I can't wait til percy jackson and the olympians 5. .....can it be may already?

bluelocket @ 2008-11-18T00:30:00

2008-11-18T05:30:58Z

I am tired and I hate astronomy. But I love the stars.

bluelocket @ 2008-11-09T07:52:00

2008-11-09T12:55:42Z

I am a dreamer. Je voudrais habite en Paris parce que ella a tres tres belle et n'a pas morte. Haha I think that made sense, and was very simple. I wish my cousin brought her husband and son with her. Her son only speaks French and her husband's English is very rusty so I usually practice my Frech with him (Arnoud). Haha. And then he starts talking to me very quickly and in slang and I just give him a blank stare until he slowly says it in english. =] GREAT system.

And I AM SERIOUSLY A DREAMER, and I like it that way =]

I'm Looking for Something to Believe in

2008-11-08T14:16:51Z

yay I have my mirror's edge bag! =] It's so obnoxiously yellow, I can't wait to carry it around campus. And I'm still reorganizing my room. It's finally almost done! YAY. I need to add and extension to my room haha. I also can't wait to finally finish cleaning out the basement and redoing it so I can add lots of bookshelves and finally get them all out of my desk and out of piles all over my room. It makes my room very cluttered. So then I can finally sully decorate because I won't have wall to wall furniture and I can decorate the basement and get a couch and a big screen tv and all my video game systems can relocate to down there and I can sound proof it and have surround sound. *is dying from excitement*.

ANYWAYS, I think I need to go get a haircut today. I mean I want to grow it out but I need to trim it and I want an ema skye haircut =] (wow I actually want a girl's haircut, I usually get a boy's). Hmm and I need somewhere to put my stuffed animals. BOOOOO. =[ Back to organizing. Will post pictures when done.

wow this sucked haha

2008-11-07T04:36:45Z

Directions:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense.

Questions:

How are you today? "10:15 Saturday Night"-The Cure

What about yesterday? "Sailing"- N'sync

What does the number one person on your top 8 feel about you? "Amity"-LoveHateHero

How is college so far? "Closedown"- The Cure

If you had one piece of advice to people what would it be? "Blowout"-Radiohead

What is playing in the background when you are fucking someone? "Innocent"-David Cook

How is your life going so far?"Hear We Stand"- Amber Pacific

How are you going to die? "Pretty Tied Up"- Guns N Roses

You're trying to work out and what song comes on? "The Hell Song"- Sum 41

Whats your birthday wish?"The Last Time"- Goldfinger

You tell your best friend that you are in love with them, they respond: "Thanks for Misery"- Reggie and the Full Effect

Your war yell is: "Op.71-5 Scene and the grandfather Dance"- Tchiakovsky's Nutcracker

What song will be played at your funeral? "Song of the Patriot"- Johnny Cash

You walk in on your parents having sex, the first thing you say is: "A Letter to someone like you"- Atreyu

You walk in on your friends having sex, the first thing you say is: "I got Ya'll"- Bow Wow

Your last words are: "All I have"- Haste the Day

What do your friends really think about you? "Tap, Twist, Snap"- Sugar Ray

What does your mom really think about you? "Rest In peace"- Extreme

What about your dad? "Push"- Smash Mouth

What is your current theme song? "Time to Waste"- Alkaline Trio

What do your friends think your theme song should be? "I'm gonna steal your girlfriend"- Lucky Boys Confusion (haha)

What does that person you have a crush on you really think of you? "Nobody;s Listening"- Linkin Park

What type of men/women do you normally go for? "Greased Lightning"- Grease

What is the secret to life? "Toast"- Weird Al

What is the answer to the question of the universe? "Spokesman"- Goldfinger

Someone asks you what came first, the chicken or the egg, what do you say? "I'd rather be in love" -Michelle Branch (..I have michelle branch?)

What is the best thing about you? "Affirmation"- Savage Garden

What is the worst thing about you? "Write you a song"- Plain White T's

What really turns you on? "Sweating Bullets"- Megadeth

What really turns you off? "Confirmed"- As I lay Dying

Have anything planned for tonight? "Ain't Wastin Time No More"- The Allman Brothers Band

What do you plan on doing for the rest of your life? "Right Now"- Van Halen

What is your graduation song going to be? "Here in my Bedroom"- Goldfinger

You are at Heavens gates, what does the man at the gate tell you? "Alexis"- The Real Me

You've just had sex, what do you say to the other person? "She's a Tiger"- Lola Ray

Will you get married? "Let it Rain"- Jojo (I really don't remember owning this)

Will you have children? "No Good Very Bad Day"- Tsunami Bomb

What will your life be like? "Shiver"- Maroon 5

What is the story of your life? "D.E.A.D.R.A.M.O.N.E.S."- Modern Life is war

bluelocket @ 2008-11-06T02:22:00

2008-11-06T07:24:20Z

I don't really know what to do. I can't sleep and right now I feel like the only person in the world. Thanks everybody.

bluelocket @ 2008-11-06T00:10:00

2008-11-06T05:11:59Z

I want to run Nader's campaign one day!

Oh yea, and I feel like an idiot. I knew I should have trusted my first instinct.

bluelocket @ 2008-11-03T18:27:00

2008-11-03T23:28:13Z

I love how I can relate my life to every season of gilmore girls

bluelocket @ 2008-11-01T18:48:00

2008-11-01T22:49:05Z

I feel like painting and starting a new life. I think I'll move to Australia next =]

Nothing is Unclear

2008-10-28T03:10:40Z

A long post is very long overdue on here and I'm feel slightly philisophical, or at least in a mood to analyze my life or a few points in it.

So I'm rekindling life on my own, have no one to depend on, not really needing to cry about something to someone. Mostly because I haven't really had anything happen to me. Well, that's a lie. I miss my town a lot, and my friends. Sometimes it feels like they don't miss me, sometimes I come on too strongly because of such fears of inadequacy or being left behind. Mostly, I have been staying up at school because I don't feel like I belong at home anymore. Everyone I'm friends with is completely content with not going to school, not trying to fulfill their destiny or work to their potential. They are totally content with dreaming of what could be instead of making it for themselves. Sometimes I want to push them because I've been told that people want someone to push them. But is that what they want? If I ask and they say no, are they really saying no or are they just not wanting to force me to have them be my problem? I don't really know anymore. And then there are others that make me feel more like an object that is being used rather than a friend. So I guess college students aren't supposed to have friends of the intellectual or philisophical. We''re supposed to have people we hang out with generally who sometimes help us realize our own inadequacy.

Speaking of which, I've been pondering the role of best friend lately. I don't really feel like I have one. I have no one who I feel a mutual desire with to call and tell them how horrible or how great my day was. Or even one who wants to reciprocate. But that leads me to question if that is the role of a best friend in college. I had one, but it seems that once I left I have been replaced. Every time I speak to them, it seems neither of us is interested in the other's topic of discussion. So then I feel as if I am losing friends who I once told my world to and they helped analyze. But then, am I suppsoed to be breaking away from those who still have a mentality of high school students, who's problems have yet to include their future or where they will be tomorrow? No one I know even thinks about that, for all I know. They all throw themselves into video games or dead end minimum wage jobs that are seemingly getting them nowhere while their dreams become hobbies. And I can't find myself helping them find the road they wandered off from if a small part of them doesn't want to wander back on. But oh well. Anyways. I slightly wonder if there comes an age where best friend becomes those weekly phone calls or mothly drives to which you gush your life out and can still tell them everything but the role of a nightly voice becomes designanted to a significant other. Unfortunately, I don't have one so I have no way to personally test this theory and must rely on my observational evidence. Yea. Okay I think I'm done rambling and now must force myself to read and at least outline my paper. Goodie goodie gum drops.

Have I mentioned I want to be a social lawyer with liek 6 part time jobs as a professor, defense attorney, district attorney, politician, human rights activist, and symbologist. Yea, I suck. I think each job will just have to occur at different parts of my life. Oh yea, and I need a 4.0 this semester and to make my gpa a 4.8. Please and thank you. Oh and a 175/180 on my LSATs.

bluelocket @ 2008-08-17T09:49:00

2008-08-17T13:50:26Z

RIP Linda Passal Williams September 23, 1957- August 11,2008

bluelocket @ 2008-07-08T00:43:00

2008-07-08T04:44:00Z

I need to meet someone new and exciting. I'm tired of everyone I know

bluelocket @ 2008-05-13T01:53:00

2008-05-13T05:53:26Z

I refuse approval